After yet another orgasm the two lovers seemed to calm down a bit '.
"It will not hurt the baby?" Asked the worried man. What you remember a bit 'late?
"But it's so good to his mom," she said, still shaken by the breath.
"I mean: these contractions could not foster true contractions?"
"I see that you are informed."
"I am the father."
"Not all fathers are concerned about this."
"I do. He's your son, Bones, but it is also mine. It is our son. "
" We do not speak of him in those terms. "He became serious.
“Perché? Godiamoci questo momento, no? Dopo tutto ce lo meritiamo!”
“Già. E magari possiamo anche fingere che tu non stia più pensando a Emmerich, giusto?”. Booth si tirò su a sedere. Cercò con gli occhi qualcosa con cui coprirsi.
“Sto facendo di tutto per mettere in chiaro la mia posizione. Ce la sto davvero mettendo tutta.”
“Ma non è detto che tu ci riesca. Se c’è una cosa che ho capito dell’amore è che non si può imbavagliare, non è una scelta.”
“Certo, ma si può scegliere di essere felici e di non complicarsi la vita”, rispose lui.
“Complicarsi la vita temo sia insito fall in love itself, is not it? "she asked, trying to lighten the tone. But the face of the agent continued to be too serious.
"What?"
"Tomorrow I will meet Ian."
"Ah" cold shower. Almost frozen. Almost ...
"A lawyer who is working on he requested it. This will not appeal to Ardic. "
" And you? "
" Bones, what do you think? I'm terrified, more: terrified! But I can not draw back. Nor do I want it ... Ian needs me. "
" I understand that. "
" No, Bones. Wait a minute: you'll believe that I'm doing it for the thirst for justice, or because I want to give opportunity to a friend of his defense. No. It would be easy for me but it does not. "
" You do it because you feel so much more for him. "She saw him close his eyes. It was painful to admit. But, anyway, not hated. He had not forgotten. He was there, trapped somewhere, like a bullet between the sternum and the heart. Diagnosis: inoperable.
"I used to think that you could love two people at once and my head is still so. But in my heart ... my heart ... and even if I want more than ever in a stable relationship with you I can not lie. "
" The Your heart is so great to have space for two people? "
" No, that is the problem. It is not. So I'm so bad. "
Balle. She wanted to scream her. He wanted to have the strength of Jane Brennan soldier he once was and that the child seemed to have completely absorbed. Maybe he needed to grow. The old Temperance Brennan would have thrown out of the house with all the jewelry in the wind. But the current feeling nothing in the face of that difficulty in Booth. And the sincerity with which he had confessed to what was going on the displaced further.
"Sooner or later you will be able to handle everything. But I will not be here waiting, you know? "
"Do not you ever ask him!"
"But right now there are and I say ok. It all happened suddenly, the beginning of our history, the attraction to Emmerich. But there will come a time where you have to deal with everything. Did you know? "
" You are wise ... Bones. " Booth was genuinely surprised.
"By dint of listening to sermons by Angela I'm learning something too."
"And also pretty good." He looked forward to a corner of his neck. It was lit by the dim light of a lamp post beside the sofa. He decided he could not refrain from kissing him.
"Today was beautiful," he confessed while his mouth went back to his right ear.
"Tell the truth: you were afraid of not succeeding."
"Negative. Never had any doubts about it. "
" Maybe you're right, maybe I was afraid of not being up to it. "
He looked surprised:" But what the hell are you talking about? Who should not be up to? "
" As a male lover. Maybe he knows that I do things I did not even dream. "
Booth was embarrassed. Unfortunately, the procession of erotic images that he hoped eventually to remove, return. The arms of Ian was good, maybe it was the opposite!
"You can not make comparisons, however, does not seem the case bring up this story. "
" Put yourself in my shoes, Booth. If I had made love with a woman you now do not you feel a bit 'awkward? ".
"No, I'm absolutely certain you have the means necessary for you to enjoy more than any female in the world."
"A yes? What does this mean exactly: that men, in your opinion, are better in bed or that I should show off more quality than any other man in the world? ".
"What are you saying? I do not understand anything. " Booth was confused. The first
childish bickering after a long time. Should have been happy. But continued to feel threatened by that subject.
"What I mean is that maybe, just because 'man', he has the physical potential to make you feel more pleasure."
"Why did you put this thing on his head? You are absolutely at the pleasure of giving me everything I need. "
" Do not turn around, you tell me! "
" Bones, stop doing the little girl. You are about to become a mother, do not behave like immature. "
" And you do not beat around the bush. " She pointed the finger at him, her bare shoulder. "Now tell me who made you enjoy more to read: me or Ian?".
Startled by the question, man, the agent and the alpha male in him that there were literally a stone remained. A rescue
Booth was the ring of the phone.
"I do not want to run away, I hope!"
"You work, I'm not running away." With his right hand opened the phone. "Booth said. Temperance kept him with the air of those who thought 'you're wrong if you think it ends here'.
"I understood everything, coming immediately."
"Do not let go until ..."
"Bones, is important. The captain wants to talk. "
" You're going to work? I thought today would have deserted the office. "
" I thought so too, "said pulling on his pants.
"Before you leave you have to answer to my question."
"You really are ...." He approached her and hugged her. "... A most stubborn."
She said the hug. "Your captain will wait long if you do not answer ..."
"Ok I'll tell you. If Ian had made me this question, I would not hesitate to say that I prefer to do it with a woman. With you ever ... "
" So? "
" ... because he would have laughed. While as you are concerned it is imperative that says 'you is more beautiful with you' because you need to know that your man, after all, is completely man. "
" So what? Come to the point. Me or him? "
" They are two completely different feelings, "he mumbled putting on the rest of your clothes at great speed.
"I did not get away with this rispostaccia diplomatic, I hope?"
"No, not a diplomatic answer. You are absolutely the best among all the women with whom I was. While Ian is the only man who has permission to touch me. So ... "
" So ...? " At that point the agent was with one foot out the door.
"happy with this."
whizzing down the stairs while she continued to shout back.
Out had not stopped raining. Booth continued to giggle thinking about how he could really get away without answering. Bones'll be losing my mind, I'm sure! He thought. He could never, even under torture, with Emmerich to admit that sexual pleasure was something unthinkable! Comparable to nothing. But from a certain point of view was right not to be able to compare. Sleeping with the profiler is not the real Booth had been but a different man entirely. A man capable of breaking all patterns, to break down the barriers that had hoisted for years. Strangely, he felt comfortable with him since the early moments. The desire to possess that Ian had seemed so genuine and sweet. And when he had touched right there, just where no one else was allowed before (even the women had been reluctant to that kind of confidence), it had seemed so natural. Emmerich, between the serious and the facetious, had repeatedly stressed his desire to do so. For Booth, straight from head to toe and beyond, was so out of the question as to appear ridiculous! Instead, the impossible had happened.
Booth remembered the excruciating pain. But the constancy of Ian, to cease and then try again, without never tread in the hand and using all the possible touch, had made the union more than a concrete possibility, allowing him to discover a new way of defining the word 'together'. And the agreement was in full bloom accordingly. Those memories should have been scared to death, but he felt a sort of absolute tenderness, as when there is a smell of the past. Retained faint images of those moments of intimacy, as if it were a period film. Unclear, but of rare beauty. Perhaps Ian test what I'm trying every time I think back to our last night. He clenched his fists. But if you are a ruthless killer of mothers and you were with me in spite of everything ... had to try not to even consider that hypothesis. For now preferred to follow the advice of Sweets. Do not think of Ian the murderess, she thinks of him as the person who made you fall in love , so advised him during their first session. Between reflection and the other arrived outside the office of captain. The door was open. Knocked to reveal its presence.
"Here I am," he said, crossing his eyes of his superior
"Try to stay out of it, Booth. Or do you regret being born. "
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